Thursday, April 3, 2014

Day 5: Thoughts

I have only tried suicide once and I'm highly lucky I'm alive.

It was a like a dream.

I felt like I was losing control of everything.

-My boyfriend who I fought about with my parents dumped me.
-Another ex of mine was crazy
-My sister had to have brain surgery.
-My mom had literally crazy and had tried kill me and my siblings.

I just swerved my car and lost control. It was Hunter and Chris pulling me out of the tree.

God basically told me now was my time because looking at the mangle mass my car was I should be dead but I WALKED way with just concussion and broke finger.

I have not thought about it since.

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